Waiting For the Big One

P.G. Forte
Available from Liquid Silver Books

It was just before midnight when Zach left my apartment. It was still technically his birthday, so he was going to meet some friends for drinks. Musicians don’t do anything early and they rarely do anything alone. He invited me to join them, but I had dogs to walk in the morning, so I turned him down. He kissed me good-bye, thanked me once more, and turned off the lights on his way to the door, so I wouldn’t have to get up again. Pisces are thoughtful like that.

I wrapped my quilt around me but, tired as I was, I couldn’t fall asleep. Lazy thoughts kept circling in my brain, like leaves in a fountain, bobbing and spinning ‘til I sat up again and reached for my phone.

"What’s wrong?" Derek asked.

I felt myself frown. "Why do you always ask that? You make it sound like I only call you when there’s a crisis."

"Well, don’t you?"

Tears pricked at my eyes as I slid open the drawer of my night table and dug out some emergency chocolate. I’ve told you how Pisces tends to mimic all the other signs. Well, at the moment, I was feeling as moody as a crab. "No. Stop being mean."

"Has something happened that I don’t know about?" Derek asked cautiously.

I chomped on my chocolate macadamia bar for a moment. "Mmm. I took your advice."

"What advice?"

"The strip tease. Did you get that idea from Claire, by the way?"

"Did I--? What?"

"It seemed like such a… such a Claire thing when I was doing it."

"Oh, Jesus. Are you fucking kidding me?"

I could hear Derek moving around in his apartment and I closed my eyes to better imagine what the noises filtering through the phone might mean. Kitchen, I thought. Glass. Bottle. Pouring. I could imagine him standing at his counter, with the light from his faux Tiffany fixture spilling down on his dark hair, gilding it with a faint green-gold tinge. I could imagine him lifting one of his square glass tumblers to his lips, tossing his head back with a quick motion that would leave his hair in disarray.

"What are you drinking?" I asked, feeling thirsty, feeling like I was right there in his apartment with him, running my hand through his hair to comb it back into place, trailing my fingers down his cheek. He had a nice place, right above the studio. When the windows were open, you could hear the water and the wind chimes in the courtyard below. It was dark and mysterious--just like Derek. It was cozy, crammed with things he’d picked up on his travels. It was warm...

"Never mind what I’m drinking," Derek snapped, sounding not warm. "What happened?"

I sighed, breaking off another square of chocolate and popping it in my mouth. "Pretty much what you’d expect to happen, I guess. It worked. He got the message. He came over."

"You slept with him? Already?"

Well, I certainly wouldn’t put it like that. Sleep? No. Not even. Silence hummed over the line. I listened as Derek poured himself another drink.

"How was it?"

"It was great," I replied, sliding back down between the sheets. "But, you know, probably even soul mates don’t start out at the peak. Right?"

This time the silence stretched even longer.

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