I only wished to be alone.
So, I ignored you when you called my name.
Nothing left now but goodbyes.
Even in my wildest dreams,
I never wanted to believe,
that my mother was right, when she
called you evil and mean.
I ignored your phone calls
every day and night.
We can’t even talk civil anymore
for all you do is criticize and fight.
But little did I then know,
that you would never leave me alone.
For what I wanted for us,
is no longer a beauty but hate, anger and disgust.
You first treated me like a delicate flower.
Your love so precious and respectful.
Then your true colors protruded.
A combination of disgrace, deceit and crudeness.
We can’t even be friends now.
I still see your evil smile.
Its embedded in my dreams.
Along with your rude jokes and childish schemes.
You had me fooled.
Your deception bold and cunning.
lingering for miles and miles.
Taking my respect, trust, and power.
Your wicked smile, the devil’s laugh.
Still fresh in my memory
As you smirked at my helplessness.
But that was your end.
Your moral pain a loss of dignity.
My glory saying the truth unsaid.
That life’s a wonder.
Always a second chance.
By my courage not by your hunger undignified.
I have the right to live
so, I choose survival.
My days of despair are now forever gone.
So, I bade my nightmares a silent goodbye.